benheart wrote:Yep...... I wish I could brag about how macho I am and my "nerves of steel" and all..... in truth, that's just not the case and I would be lying if I said anything different. I'm sure there are many brave men out there laughing at me. That's okay. I'm still alive.... and better still- I didn't have to shoot anyone.
nope not laffing at you...been there done that, both as a professional and a civilian...I still remember wearing a cup of coffee all over my uniform after a bad incident was over with and went for a cup to sooth... I shook like a 10 on the richtner(spelling?) scale..